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amiee miller

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Deviant since May 9, 2006, 9:07 AM

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for your use only

Use me
Abuse me Then throw me away
Set aside for something more Over and over The cycle never ending Chew me up Spit me out Take what you want Leave only what you don’t It’s not like I’m worth anything anyway Stop lying to me, there’s no point Love? You love me?! Funny, I thought love meant something more Oh wait, it does – When said to anyone but me That’s okay, set me aside I’m used to it After all, I’m only here for your amusement

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A love and a broken heart A black light and a bright room A fixed stare and a blind eye A graceful dance and a breaking fall
An intelligent thought and a dumb move A whisper and a shout A laugh and a cry A hunger and a full stomach An act of courage and an overwhelming fear A look of confidence and hidden insecurities
A withered rose and a blooming iris An understanding of everything and knowledge of nothing Always the same and always changing Always needing but never wanting
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in Open on 4/12/08

when childhood dreams...
in Waterscapes on 3/1/08

for your use onlyUse me
Abuse me Then throw me away
Set aside for something more Over and over The cycle never ending Chew me up Spit me out Take what you want Leave only what you don’t It’s not like I’m worth anything anyway Stop lying to me, there’s no point Love? You love me?! Funny, I thought love meant something more Oh wait, it does – When said to anyone but me That’s okay, set me aside I’m used to it After all, I’m only here for your amusement for your use only
in Open on 11/26/07

StressedStomach roiling Blood boiling Heart squeezing Mind racing Feeling on edge Awaiting the inevitable
Pain Fear Hurt Tears Trying so hard not to let it
Drown
Tear Break Crush Breathing’s hard Tears won’t release This build-up Need to scream
End this strain. Stressed
in Open on 11/9/07

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Journal Entry: Sat Mar 15, 2008, 5:47 PM

Mood: Depressed
Listening to: sarah mclachlan - Angels
Reading: a couple books .. when I have time, anyway..
Eating: nada
Drinking: nada

Alrighty... moved all my crap into my apartment. took forever because of the lack of helpers, and the overabundance of crap I have.
reported the change in living situation the the medi-cal people so the "share of cost" would go down. which it did.... to $674 a month... that's almost 70 bucks more than my rent. I make about $1200-1300 a month, depending on how many hours I can squeeze out of my bosses.... you do the math.
so:
given up on eating for now, buying anything else, and allowing free time. oh yeah, and sleep is for more deserving (i.e. wealthier, leaner, smarter, better..) individuals.. Must work as much as possible so I can get my damn tooth fixed and get some allergy medication before I end up with horrid infections and such this spring.

and there's always all the bullshit that takes over my thoughts and mood... it all never goes away, dammit

now I gotta head over to Hollywood... at least I'm not closing with Smoot... I hate being around people who seem to hate me almost as much as I do...

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Devious Information

Website
http://www.myspace.com/cape_girl
Email
devildoll_1015@hotmail.com
AIM
mystinacattail, capeyamiee
MSN
devildoll_1015@hotmail.com
Yahoo
icrycrimson, capeyamiee

Current Age: 19
Current Residence: U.S.
Interests: Pretty things, cute things, certain people, reading, music, nature, water
Favourite movie: Grave of Fireflies, Rent, Pirates of the Carribean, But I'm A Cheerleader; many others..
Favourite band or musician: this constantly changes with my mood, so... :)
Favourite genre of music: Rock - pretty much any subcatagory of; darned near everything
Favourite cartoon character: Road Runner!

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*Corviid

Jul 15, 2008, 5:47:22 PM

thank you

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~kayko94

Jan 17, 2008, 1:15:53 AM

AH LURVES YEW <3

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*abuseofreason

Dec 23, 2007, 5:54:53 PM

Thank you very much!

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=MalvaAlcea

Dec 1, 2007, 1:39:51 PM

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~buh-liss

Nov 28, 2007, 7:41:54 PM

hey! thanks for the favorite.

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Nov 9, 2007, 11:31:59 PM

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*LadyAmdis

Nov 9, 2007, 2:17:52 PM

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~AtraAstrum

Nov 6, 2007, 2:26:34 AM

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=mmenathalie

Oct 31, 2007, 1:57:16 AM

Hello!
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Magic with you!

Nathalie

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*parallellogic

Oct 9, 2007, 6:57:58 AM

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~taziko

Oct 4, 2007, 11:51:50 PM

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Oct 1, 2007, 6:39:51 PM

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~Ashlee751

Sep 28, 2007, 1:15:41 PM

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=MalvaAlcea

Sep 26, 2007, 5:53:29 AM

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~skyden

Sep 10, 2007, 9:11:58 PM

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=Princess-of-Shadows

Aug 26, 2007, 2:25:13 PM

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=Lohey

Aug 24, 2007, 1:15:14 PM

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Aug 6, 2007, 11:12:30 PM

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